4 posts from December 2008

Work! GAH! I've worked 8 hours the past three days. I am so exhausted. I never knew books were such a popular Christmas gift. I've done so much wrapping that my fingers are chapped and cut. People are slightly less obnoxious in the winter than they are in the summer, which is a relief, but there's still the idiotic customers that plague the retail world. Dave Place came into the bookstore with his grandmother. I haven't seen him in SO long! I invited him and Zack to my bday party. I hope they can come. I guess they're home from touring to write some songs and he asked me to look them over and stuff. Sure, why not? I doubt it will happen, but I'd do anything to help a band that is inevitably going to become famous haha.

Yesterday, Cynthia took me out to lunch at Bobby Brynes because I was really upset. It was fun! I really like her.

Marissa is still in the hospital, which means we have to go there tomorrow for Christmas. I'm so sick of the stress and such that it's putting on my family. I wish she would just hurry the fuck up and get better. 

I'm so hungry, and I wish my parents would pay some more attention to me.

WOOOO! Stoked! Thank God for Ryan's help in Physics. I thought I was going to get a C because I did so poorly on the final!

I have some time, so I will update.

Marissa's been in the hospital since Wednesday. She's up at Brigham and Women's in Boston, now. She has a tear in her esophagus and water around her heart. I guess she had been throwing up for like 2 weeks with a stomach bug, and that's what caused all of this. She still keeps puking though, so it keeps ripping her esophagus, and it's hard for her to get better. Mom and Dad had spent the past two days there, so it's basically been just me in the house. Nan and Steph are here off and on; they don't really count.

We got that large snow storm. We got like 6-8 inches here. I woke up this morning at like 11, and immediately went outside to shovel. I was out there shoveling until 12:30, when Danny Smulski drove by and said he'd come back with his snowblower. It was really nice of him, and it went by so much faster. My arms and back are so sore now. So, I showered, ate some lunch, took a nap, and then worked from 5:30-9:30. 

Work was pretty much dead. It was Cynthia, Katie, and me. I think I have like 26-28 hours next week. It seems like a lot, but it's nothing compared to the 40+ hours  I had every week during the summer. I'm just not used to working. Cynthia is really cool though. Unfortunately her party tomorrow is cancelled because of the weather and sicknesses.... oh well. 

Katie and I went Christmas shopping two days ago. It was really fun. Then we went back to her house because her brother was having a party. It was funny because her brother was passed out in his bed, and his friends were just downstairs or outside in the yard partying. Goofy times! Oh! "Black Cass" was there. Blast from the friggen past.

Yesterday, Josh and I went to Carbos for lunch. We made a script, which we havent done in forever! 

My lips are chapped, and I am so weary.

Who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day?
I don't think I would let anyone, but I'd want to read the thoughts of everyone else

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Sometimes I sleep with Gundy when I'm really sad or lonely

Last thing that really scared you?
I'm not too sure

What did you do last night ?
Came back to MCLA, hung out with people

Are you scared of losing the person you like to someone else?
Very.

What happened at 9:00 am today ?
I just woke up.

Whats your current problem?
I have a lot of work to do with little time to do it, and no motivation to speak of.

Are you excited about anything today ?
I'm excited for physics to get over so I can make progress on my research paper and skip Shakespeare. Also, HEROES!

Something you do when you are mad or upset ?
Get really quiet. Give dirty looks. Cry

Did you cry at all today ?
Nope

Is there something you want to tell someone?
Yeah, there is actually.

Are you ticklish?
Verily.

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
Ryan

Do you miss someone?
In an abstract sense, yes.

Do you use an alarm clock ?
Yeah, ugh, I hate my alarm clock at school

Are you a social or antisocial person?
Very Social.

Do you trust anyone?
Some people, but it's not easy for me to do.

What were you doing at 5 in the morning?
Sleeping

On average, what do you think you cry the most about ?
Jealousy, being really angry, rejection

What are you listening to?
Coldplay

How many girls would you just love to shoot ?
2

Who was the last girl you talked to today ?
I have yet to talk to a girl today

Who was the last male you talked to today ?
Dustin

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Class from 9:30-5:00, homework.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a D or J?
Yeah, both.

Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
Yeah

Something you're looking forward to this month ?
Christmas I guess.

Have you ever been to an art museum?
MFA.

What's most stressful right now?
School and trying to get a job over the winter

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night ?
No, I got like 7

What were the last words you said to your dad?
"Sorry about the car"

What's one action you do when you're really nervous?
I touch my nose alot, or fix my hair, or play with my fingernails.

Are you in a good mood today?
Compared to most days

Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
Not frustrated. I'm sure there's a different word.

Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
Yeah, story of my life in high school haha

Last thing you thought deeply about?
Transcending, and how I should go about doing it

Where is the boy you want most?
In his room

Do you believe what comes around goes around?
Not at all

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Haha yeah, a lot

If your ex walked to your house, would you let them in?
Depends on which one. Dustin, of course.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex to text you?
Kyle

Who was the last person to sleep in your bed besides yourself?
Gundy

Whose bedroom were you in last?
Dustin's

Who was the last person you yelled at?
Kyle and Ryan about comic books

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Soda bottle

How many windows are open on your computer?
5

In the past week have you gotten sick?
I had a belly ache yesterday, but I didnt get sick

Who was your last call from?
Jared

Will you be in a relationship next month?
Probably not

Are you someone who worries too often?
Yeah, I'm the epitome of anxiety.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Maybe

How late did you stay up last night and why?
Like 1:30ish because I wasn't tired until then

Do you like to cuddle and snuggle?
Yeah :)

What does your hair look like today?
Down

When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
Yesterday

Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
Yeah, I would. I would have tried harder to resolve certain issues.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Oh, I'm sure.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Sure

Do you know what you're wearing tomorrow?
Nope

What do you currently hear right now?
Bush

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
H&M

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
Lots of people

How long does it take you to shower?
Like 15 mins

What was last thing you drank?
Coke

Does your ex miss you?
In certain ways, I think.